Title comes from the Stephen King's novel (and movie) It.
Your hair is winter fire.
January embers.
My heart burns there too.
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This is to whoever has ever suffered from depression, social anxiety, mental illness, self-harm. You are not alone. Even in the most absolute darkness a light will shine.
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lyrics
There's a void under my feet and no one who will hold my hand when I fall into the abyss. We all fall from time to time.
I'm bleeding out, my veins are empty... dried up because of that anxiety of turning my life into something meaningful.
A constant shadow poisoning my brain. Eternal darkness. I cannot live.
Maybe I don't know what the fuck love is because if I close my eyes all I see is tragedy. I can't control my mind. I hate everything. I can't control my mind. I'm fucking lost.
Helpless
I'm crying out
Breathless
I embrace this angst
Invisible inside these walls. I keep crying for help.
No one will hear me scream
The scars are covered under my sleeves.
credits
from Get Lost / Reclusive,
released June 28, 2018
Additional voice by Sergio Jiménez.
Guest vocals by Antonio Acién 'Binky' from Convulsions.